It’s not you it’s me… No you know what… Thats BULLSHIT! 
IT IS YOU, ITS 100% YOU! 
I sat here fighting for you since day one, giving you every god damn thing I had. I showed you how much you meant to me everyone we spoke. I made multiple efforts to go see you four hours away for no reason ad the only time you came to me was when you had to for work and it happened to be in my area. 
I MADE time for you out of my busy work/school schedule and it didn’t mean shit to you. Then you give me some bullshit excuse when i tell you you have no time for me saying that you are just a busy guy with a complicated lifestyle.  No, don’t feed me that shit. I know plenty of guys that do the same shit you do and they MAKE time for their girlfriends. I wasn’t even asking for a lot, I mean how hard is it to send a text in the morning on the way to work telling me good morning just to show you were thinking about me? Or one before bed? Or how about our phone calls, could you ever just once ask me how MY day went? Does it always have to be about you? You seriously have a lot of growing up to do. 
And I hope you realize what you just threw away, you are a damn idiot and I GUARANTEE that none of those high school aged girls will ever give you what I did… Good luck tho.  
And another thing, SERIOUSLY CUT IT OUT WITH THE BULLSHIT LIES. Since day one you have lied to me, actually come to think of it everything you said to me was a lie… How could someones feelings change over night that drastically? Toucan bet your sweet ass that I won’t be answering your phone calls or replying to your texts.  Please out I the kindness of my heart…
Kiss my ass then fuck off.