I blame country music for my high expectations of men.
(Source: cascadecowgirl, via country-kids-in-love)
She doesn’t know what she wants anymore,
all she knows is who she wants, and that’s
the boy who doesn’t want her back.
3 days ago - 
3
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i’ve learned to keep my composure, to play it cool when really it’s killing me inside. i’ve learned to let it go, to let you go. yet i still care and it, honestly, it sucks. i want to be out there, gone and away from you. i want to forget about you. i want to move on, but i can’t, and i don’t know why.
So, we’ll go our own ways, and hopefully you’ll
rememberthe things I’ve told you. Hopefully you’ll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, but I guess I’ve learned from it. But aren’t you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don’t consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn’t end this way, cause I’m still in love with the person who helped me write it.
4 days ago - 22
22look at what you’ve done.
So, really all I want is closure. I am slowly becoming more and more ok with the fact that we can never be. It’s the hardest thing ive ever had to do, but day by day im making some progress. The last few days have been good but now im back to square one, again. I don’t understand why this is happening? Ive never had to deal with anything like this bullshit im going through with you, this is all new and very confusing to me. I have so many mixed emotions right now im not sure whether to cry, or scream or laugh. This is a big stress on me emotionally and on my heart. Its like a have a heavy sack of weights on my shoulder…. I just want to know why? After all we had it just ended and you are someone completely different. Why?
How can you be so heartless to tell me that you love me, care for me and want no one else and you are so happy you met me then just leave like that? What did I do so wrong to make you change your mind so fast? You are so inconsiderate and dumb to anyone elses feelings besides yours. You are just full of bullshit excuses and lies, so honestly I don’t even know why I still even want you. I tried texting and calling you and completely ignore it… then randomly call me? How is that fair? How can you say you love me then say we need a break and we don’t even talk? I gave 1000% and you didn’t even give 15% and you were completely fine and dandy with it, but I wasn’t and you had no idea why.
Honestly, its common sense. I’m a girl and we are like puppies.. all we need is some attention and love. You gave me none of that. How hard is it to send a text in the morning? And why should I even have to ask for one? If you so called “loved” me then shouldn’t you be dying to talk to me and trying to every second of your ‘busy’ life’s schedule? And if you had no time to text me from being busy at work that now that we have broken up you have all this time for facebook?
You seriously drive me nuts. I just want closure. No more gray… I need black and white answers. Yes and No. You cant expect me to just sit there and wait for your ass to dick around with little girls to then realize you want me. Well if im not good enough for you no one will be, so good luck finding another girl that will put up with your bullshit. You have a lot of growing up to do. I don’t need this stress in my life but I still cant let you go and that makes me the most mad. Someone I knew for so little time took my heart and ran with it then broke it and handed it right back to me and here I am dazed and confused and lost on what is happening and where to go from here.
I just need to talk to you.
It’s not you it’s me… No you know what… Thats BULLSHIT!
IT IS YOU, ITS 100% YOU!
I sat here fighting for you since day one, giving you every god damn thing I had. I showed you how much you meant to me everyone we spoke. I made multiple efforts to go see you four hours away for no reason ad the only time you came to me was when you had to for work and it happened to be in my area.
I MADE time for you out of my busy work/school schedule and it didn’t mean shit to you. Then you give me some bullshit excuse when i tell you you have no time for me saying that you are just a busy guy with a complicated lifestyle. No, don’t feed me that shit. I know plenty of guys that do the same shit you do and they MAKE time for their girlfriends. I wasn’t even asking for a lot, I mean how hard is it to send a text in the morning on the way to work telling me good morning just to show you were thinking about me? Or one before bed? Or how about our phone calls, could you ever just once ask me how MY day went? Does it always have to be about you? You seriously have a lot of growing up to do.
And I hope you realize what you just threw away, you are a damn idiot and I GUARANTEE that none of those high school aged girls will ever give you what I did… Good luck tho.
And another thing, SERIOUSLY CUT IT OUT WITH THE BULLSHIT LIES. Since day one you have lied to me, actually come to think of it everything you said to me was a lie… How could someones feelings change over night that drastically? Toucan bet your sweet ass that I won’t be answering your phone calls or replying to your texts. Please out I the kindness of my heart…
Kiss my ass then fuck off.
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I just dont understand how your feelings can just disappear like that? I want to be able to see you one more time and see if we can re kindle that flame and to see if you really even have a heart. This distance isnt the problem, its YOU.
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